I miss you

You never imagine your parent dying, and if you do have this morbid thought they are old and grey. I had the most amazing dad, unfortunately he died before I could truly understand how amazing. No one should ever bury a parent or a child before they turn 50. I miss him so much it does get better with time, but nothing can ever replace him. I wish he was here, and that he would fix my family. This was the first fathers day that I have acknowledged since dad died I sent out cards to everyone. It feels like any other day, but strangely hollow and empty. One of these days it won't hurt so much and I wish he was here so I could have someone on my side.